Yesterday was one of those days for My Sweetheart. He couldn't express exactly what he was feeling other than having strange thoughts going through his head. Which he never could really express to me what that meant. He said he felt a sense of panic, just not feeling right mentally throughout the day. He finally got up and got out of the house and went and visited his sons at their job and they took him to lunch which made him feel good that they did that. It was a rough day at work for me trying to concentrate on doing my job and having talked to him on the phone with him still in that state where he said he was having strange thoughts, all I could do was worry. I REALLY don't want to sound WAAH WAAH, about my day after what he went through. We did spend a few moments after work talking about both our days. I explained my concerns when I am away from him and he says he is having wierd or strange thoughts how it concerns and worries me.. (Having experienced him making decisions when he is in this frame of mind.) I feel almost in a panic state myself and try to hold it together and carry on with my responsibilities. I am glad his sons were willing to take some time with him yesterday although sometimes I am not always sure of their motives.When I got home and settled I asked for a hug, and we assured one another we were going through this together. His Neuro advised him not to make any major or financial decisions any time soon since his brain is still in a healing process. I wish this was an easy task, but not being with him, he is easily convinced to "invest" in things he can't afford to do. It makes me Very Angry that he gets taken advantage of by those who are close to him when I am not present. Then later after he realizes what he has done he hides it from me until it slips out when his mind is not at it's sharpest. I guess you might know what this can lead to discussion and frustration wise.
I apologize,,,,I am frustrated, still upset this morning and venting. Thank you for anyone out there that can relate, understand, I pray that today is a much better day. I hope you All have Good Days today!!!!!