The feeling of “This is not fair. I haven’t even really started my life yet” has come back.
The last time I’ve had this thought was 5 years ago when I had my ADEM attack.
I’ve been so good about putting all my effort into keeping positive, even during early recovery stages (so good that it even surprised my parents and friends. they even thought I was delusional lol).
It’s becoming harder to keep positive when you feel like your body is shutting down instead of recovering.